Inner-self talk.

There comes new post.



Deep down inside, I have no idea who I am right now. Never gonna be easy this world. 

Thus, there's something I can't explain to you. Stay. Just stay there would you please?
I'm holding tight, real tight to You.



There must be reason for I am being allocated here. Stay strong, dear self. 



Dear you, 
You sure wanna know who I am truly? If one thing would disappoint you after knowing me, will you stay or otherwise you will leave me behind faaaaaar away like I have never imagine? But I do hope you stay right there, not that far that I can reach you from within. Let all be memories, for me and you :) Just be there. Will youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu? T_T


#in.need.of.hugs.
#I.mean.big.and.warm.hugs

:)
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hari kekantoi-an

salam alaykum.

[saye update sebagai silent reader yg loyal]

1] What does the very first blog u read say?
the blogger is a girl, Malaysian, of cos. study kat oversea, US. org Darul Aman. tapi saye dgn dia dah x mcm silent reader sgt. saye bising2 gak kat dinding fb beliau. kee3. yg best nye post utk taun baru, dia g jejln. teruja smgt saye nk g oversea. (...Aminn)

2] Has the second blogger married?
nop, he's single mingle. available? not sure there. huahua. student Canada, Malaysian. lama dh stalk, tapi saye dah kate, saye silent reader, kan. so, post dia agak sirius sket yakni mencari diri sniri. cara? tgk cermin, cakap pd diri yg dlm cermin. reflction gitu la, tringat daku pada ke-down-an motivasi time kat kolej & kertas fizik yg bakal menjelang nanti. tsk tsk. ni blog beliau, harap dpt izin huhu www.ragooze.com/

3] Who's the very 3rd blogger you stalked?
a guy, named.. err takyah la ye. Malaysian gak. susunan ayat mmg best! style aku nk buat cam dia gak a, tapi x se-power beliau. study UK. post terbaru, suh ingat pasal mati. setaun yg dtg, mendekatkan kita dgn mati. betol? =)

4] How long have you been stalking this 4th blogger?
beliau, baru jer. tak brani nk link, sori. kata2 mantap! kasi naik smangat. suh study leklok. akhirat jgn tinggai. okeh? bereh

5] Are you stalking only the men?
not really. tapi kebanyakan nye aku tersangkut kat ayat2 power dorg, which aku terasa dgn cara positif. kalau la diorg ni abg2 aku.... (takde probability langsung) *ayat tersangkut. biasenye, sbb laki ni en mantap sket bab2 sound org. (tanpa mengetepikan kata2 bunda saye yer)




*siyes, penaik semangat di alam maya a dorg ni! ade sorang lg, tapi yg tu dah bising aritu, terkantoi huhu ~.~
*ramai lg yg lain, mls nk bgtau sumer, sket2 dah ler

"Ingat kebesaran Allah, benda lain akan jadi kecil"

1. Who are you?
Normal human being with heart and iman (aminn!!)

2. What are you made up of?
Various of living cells and cells and cells till I become a useful organism insyAllah =D

3. What were you doing?
Like yesterday but with different subject, tutorial... Y.Y

4. What were you thinking of?
Going back home, siapkan report on time!!, tuleh blog panjang2 mcm kak Nasha huahuahua! :P

5. What makes you smile?
me e vous, mua mua muahahah

6. Speaking of country, which do you prefer to have a visit?
Blog, do you speak??? Btw, US or UK wud be my choice, wakakaka. new hope in disguise!!

7. Are you normal?
Why? Ever seen me being weirdo before? (D.F.A doesn't count haha)

8. Events happened in last 3 days?
Went to K.Perlis for iftar.... ohh yea! & about my secret pen-pal, the person is.......

9. Are you thinking of someone right now?
I'm thinking of sometwo, three, four, faiv ......

10. Foods or drinks?
Drinks, I'm dehydrated by now!!

11. Choose between giving up or quitting;
None! Com'un la, forza man, forza!!

12. Singing or listening to music?
wud prefer listening, singing memekak woi! =P

13. Any good things happened today?
Is knowing ur result is considered as a gud thing?? OK, boleh laa.. Y.Y apart from that, nothing much.. was busy body-ing here and there :P

14. Dare to say je t'aime to someone on your opposite gender?
not for now, merci beaucoup!

15. Why do you still not asleep?
Coz I'm still awaken *yawnnnn*

16. So far, how do you describe yourself?
In short, far from logics!! Screw me T_T anybody knows how to make urself thinking logically and maturely? Ohhhh guide me, pleaseeeeee

17. Ever felt degrading yourself?
Em, rarely but I do, now force me to stop being like that!!

18. What is your intention writing this post?
Intentionally, because.. I am, em.. like @#$^&* now hahaha, and 2nd becoz I'm feeling of doing so but without too much emotional expression in, tho. *sigh*

19. How is your ex do today?
Huh? how wud I know? I never had one, so I don't care myself, shohh

20. Do you wear spects?
Yup and thinking of doing another new one, but.. bersyukur lah wahai budak

21. Ever written any similar post with more than this quantity of Qs?
hentah, maybe, let's break another record of mine, yess by crapping.. what else do u aspect me to do??

22. What do you hope for today?
a better tomorrow :) *positive, thumbs up!*

23. Any good news coming soon?
Praying, amen!

24. Why do people sigh?
..coz they are not thankful enough? (i practically do this and hope for not sighing by now)

25. How do you do in class?
Like me, felice e viva forever, haha