keep moving.

Assalammualaikum Nur Zaedah! :D

Sesungguhnya, panggillah nama anda sendiri paling kurang sekali sehari. Bukan setakat effect secara psikologi je bahkan secara hakikatnya juga ada makna. Macam sedarkan diri gitu :')

syukurlah ramai kawan dan sahabat yang sentiasa sedarkan diri ini. banyak lagi ilmu yg perlu kita pelajari. dan sentiasa rendah diri supaya senang terima teguran yang membawa kepada kebaikan diri dan menuju redha tuhan, above all.

Mari catch up apa yang telah berlaku lately ni!

1. kita mula pada pertengahan tahun 2016 lah ye~ al kisah, masih menuntut module 13 (bulan mac sampai jun) ... ulang alik KLIA-MAA ... ya exhausted but hard work has been payed off :) so, ada la makhluk tuhan ni sentiasa di sisi tolong dengar luahan perasaan dan stress hidup. haha. mekaseh la ye. semoga tuhan balas jasa baik anda sebagai supporter tak bertauliah.

2. bulan puasa pulak, mmg rajin dtg gombak, like usual annual routine. pastu ditakdirkan malam sebelum raya ada insan yg terlampau bahagia barangkali, meluahkan perasaan pulak. haha. nasib la, kena lamar pun kat whatsapp je, huhu. namun begitu, tidak lama bertahan. cukup la air mata yg melimpah, demam yg x kebah, tidur yang tak semegah, meracau x tentu hal, akhirnya tiada jodoh kami. kuang kuang

3. dah rajin jumpa kak Nasha and baby Bettunia! :D moga ukhuwah berkekalan.. aminnnn!!!

4. kat hangar makin ramai kawan baru. Alif, geng ping pong. Abg Des Isma, sifu ping pong. abg2 kat workshop CIM, seat bay, and vinyl. geng2 ping pong tgh hari. geng2 baru Star Tulip staff contract, fad, haiqal, cin, bla bla. engineer2 line 1, abg Isma, Thev, engineer2 contract. hehe alhamdulillah alhamdulillah :) :)

5. setahun dah pindah ke bndr enstek ni. macam2 dapat belajar.. makin dewasa seorang zaedah kini.

jumpa si comel! thanks for the treat ;)

hahaha, barai terox tapi maintain comel :P

eh mcm comel plak. buat x tau blehhhhhh :P :P

reunite after long time. lama saya x dipeluk manja sebegitu :') 

 after some time, baru dapat berborak dgn LAE Abg Isma ;

A : zaedah, awak tau tak maksud nama awak apa?
Z : erm, zaedah maksudnya bertambah, jadi, nur zaedah adalah cahaya bertambah..
A : ok .. tapi cahaya apa yg bertambah?
Z : .... cahaya..... cahaya menuju tuhan? cahaya penyuluh menuju tuhan? cahaya keimanan?
A : erm.. ok.. tapi ada lagi specific, apa dia?
Z : ......
A : cuba awak buka al Quran, ayat pertama surah Ibrahim.. apa dia kata?
Z : ..(search al Quran online :P ).....ohhh, cahaya kitab iaitu cahaya al-Quran. (I see, okay lepas ni kena byk hadam terjemahan lagi tau Zaedah!!)



...tadi, 23/1/2017, buat kerja kat forward cargo - pasang connector, cucuk pin and pasang balik, so Abg Adzikri (Abg Ad) pesan ; "double check takpe, jangan double work, payahh" - nice one, Abg Ad! I'll take note on that! :)




penulisan banyak membantu untuk membuat koreksi dan muhasabah diri. teruskan menulis Zaedah! Spread the positive vibessss~

"start your day with something sweet, and end it with something sweeter"
muah :P

Ramadhan 1436 @ Julai 2015

Assalammualaikum dunia, damailah semuaaaa

Hola hola

Beberapa perkara (read:nikmat) yang telah berlaku dalam beberapa bulan ni. Yang paling teristimewa adalah nikmat berpeluh. Huh :')

1. Dapat spec baru. Lens power dah makin naik ni. 

2. Dapat raaamai kawan baru. And most of them are guys. Why so flattered? Because I learn. I learn how they think, act, and response to situations and stuff. They are amazing liddaaatt.. so we are!

3. Dapat rumah baru. Pindah or I'd prefer berhijrah ke tempat yang baru. Untuk memulakan hidup baru. Semoga ini hijrah yang membawa kebaikan dunia dan akhirat.

4. Dapat kereta baru. Hasil titik peluh sendiri. And hopefully istiqamah dalam menanggung dan menggalas tanggungjawab. Keep it up yaw!

5. Dapat confirmation TAME. Alhamdulillah 'ala kulli hal!!! Ini hadiah terbaik untuk hidup di dunia ini. Nikmat yang tidak terbayang nilainya.. :)

6. And of course, handphone baru! Diganti dengan yang lama. Moga tidaklah terbawa sifat mazmumah dengan handphone ni. Zenfone it is, mcm take after my former surreal name. Ahaks 

And most of them diterima pada bulan ramadhan! Ya Allah rahmatilah hidupku dunia akhirat. Ramadhan kareeemm!!!! 


#akuyangdulubukanlahyangsekarang
#makanikmatTuhanmuyangmanakaudustakan
#belajarazabazab!
#limpahkanNurMu
#viamobiledata
#tingkat14atria

Assalammualaikum


Dear Nur Zaedah,
Seize the day, or die regretting the time you lost.

Take it easy and embrace your awesomenesssss~

tudiaaaaaaaa aih :D

Let's see what can be cleared out of your haywire mind now.

1. Sayang orang, bukan yang sebaliknya. let by gone be by gone.serahkan semua yang dah buat pada tuhan :) maafkan diri sendiri dan mereka semuanya. pasti ada hikmah, pasti. setiap manusia membawa satu rahsia tuhan. secara hakikatnya, jangan salah menyalahkan. singkaplah rahsia-rahsia itu pada setiap insan.

2. ujian atas ujian. Right, setiap ujian dan cubaan yang tuhan beri kan ikut kemampuan hamba-hambanya.. kannnn? so whatt la to be stressed of?? sabar itu, masyAllah..nanti dibayar dengan kenikmatan yang tak ternilai mawarnya. hamekkk ayatt, amboi dia :P ambil iktibar ujian ini sebagai peningkatan iman dan juga dekatnya kita dengan tuhan. dekat tapi tidak berjarak, jauh tapi tak tercapai. ke terbalik?

3. kepada diri sendiri, make up your mind, attitude, and adab. jaga adab dan adab. pesan tu kat diri sniri stiap hari. ingat tau! :D latih diri untuk bersungguh-sungguh dan sempurna dalam buat kerja. walau apa kerja sekali pun. bajet ah nak stress2 ni, kan? ;)

4. perbaiki niat. setiap detik terlintas. jaga diri, mahalkan diri. jaga kesihatan jugak. jaga lisan dan mulut. tak yah la ikut orang nak membahan2 ni, kita jadi dewasa teruih... puaih dah jd kanak2. be matured, Nor!! setiap kata tu, itulah doa. setiap perkara yang nak cakap tu, itulah doa. setiap butir perkataan dan kata-kata yang nak disampaikan ke orang, walau dlm msg sekalipun, itulah doa. jadikan semuanya doa. DOA DOA & DOA!

5. hormat. hormatlah semuuuuuua orang.. lagi2 tempat yang lagi ramai jumlah orang muda. respect them accordingly, they reserve your respect. as well as you need theirs. cukuplah expectation dan textpectation. menyesal tak sudah nanti..



dan dengan ini,
dapatlah disimpulkan bahawa zaedah tengah depressedddd. huaaaaa T____T
keep calm, zaedah. keeeeep calm! ramadhan nak datang dah ni..
orait. ciao for now.
esok p kelaih niat baru la hokay? kay?


Rabbana atina fiddunya hasanah wafil akhirati hasanah waqina 'azabannar...amin.

kakak saya dah selamat kawen :)

Surveyh

1. How many kids do you want?
many, most of them must be boys. huhuu

2. What is the song you are listening to?
wasubidu -Wanita Syurga Bidadari Dunia :)

3. Who was the last person to send you a text?
former matrix classmate, now at the same school learning the same course. lol

4. What happened weeks before?
let see, 23 mei g muktamar, 31 mei g penang then to perlis for nisfu syaaban, skipped 2 days class wehoo :P, week after on 6th of june g wedding kak Nasha, perghh dia punya perasaan nak type "wedding" tuhhh..hmmm xleh caya!!!!

5. What makes you happy?
buat masa sekarang? tengok gambar kak Nasha kawen, hahah. stress nak arwah nih, stressssss masalah banyak tapi holding n floating, ujian hidup. embrace the stress, Nor :(

6. Any wish for your upcoming future?
Moga dapat abang hensem macam dotdotdot, moga dapat suami yang beriman, moga perjalanan kerjaya aku dipermudahkan, amin ya Rabb :) :) :)

7. Any significant scar on hand?
takdop yg obvious, yang biasa2 ada. kena katok dgn pembaris besi oleh ustazah arab dahulu kala malas blaja T_T

8. What is the very next thing on your right?
mayonnaise lebih tadi g makan kat Dima Restaurant Oasis, hihi :P

9. Things you are looking forward?
rumahyang chantek, kemas, dan menenangkan hati dan fikiran; buku cerita banyak2; jumpa hlovate; jumpa adik bradik dotdotdot, amboi dia :P~

10. Any supplement you take daily?
of course scotts emulsion and susu kamben hi-goat, kasi kuat sket tulang ni nak bertukang

11. Upcoming event?
next week sat, wedding kak Ana. kawen sudah spupu sorang ni

12. Acitivity for the weekdays?
bertukang, keje kat workshop. buat bottle cap opener, fitter square, tapi satu je yg dah siap - block n stud! kahkah dalam hati ada niat, nak ponteng kelas :(((( bolehhhhhh???

13. Who do you want to give a call..
kawan. sape2 yang nak dgr saya membebel dan pastu dia plak bg nasehat, anyone???

14. Who do you love the most?
my family la of course!!! wanna be part of my family? :P 

15. The best pickup line?
bila saya boleh masuk dalam group whatsapp family awak? *ahaks gataiiii*


dah2 tu, nak menaip pulak,


Nur, carry burden with smiles :) :) :) camniii..
you know yourself kan,
nak jd yg terbaik tu tuhan bagi ujian
lagi kuat ujian, lagi bagus outcome dia. lagi kuat, tabah, stronger, healthier, wealthier..ehh :P

best je ayat Sarah (kwn praktikal), stress nak arwah! hahahahha
peringatan bagus snanye tu, daripada nak mampos, bunyik kasor sgt, nak arwah tu alim sket bunyik. kikiki

dah nisfu syaaban dah, bukak buku baru pulak.
get up, move on, and let ur butts work!! :P :P
mulakan hidup baru, change for good aite? aiteeeee??
be a wise, strong, beradab, & good girl
nonetheless, keep calm and kutip ilmu banyak2.
ikut kemampuan dan penyerahan



and to kak Nasha --
here is my long awaited speech (konon) :P

it was during ur wedding that I accidentally CRIED in front of my nasik and the slideshow was to be blammed. gambar2 yang ditayang tu semua smart2 gile. nangeh paseipa tak tau. macam hilang kakak nak merengek ...padahal semua adik kak Nasha cakap camni jugak kan kan kan? tak special dah :( ....

kak Anis : Nor, kenapa nangis ni??
Nor : sedih la kak Anis, kak Nasha dah kawen......
kak Anis : laaa, sepatutnya kita be happy, kita kan part of her happiness, happy untuk dia
Nor : sentimental sgt video ni.. *lap air mata, tenung kak Nasha lama2*

tapi best je la, dapat makan makanan pengantin.. dah la pengantin masuk spital pagi sebelum kenduri. jaga diri leklok kak Nasha, kurang2kan stress tu, agaknya nor stress ni nurun dari kak Nasha kot. hihihi :P

anyways, kak Anis ada tanya -- 


Kak Anis : Nor drive all the way dari selayang sampai cyberjaya sorang2??
Nor : ha'ah, lek je.. kedah pon boleh sampai.. (tapi kenduri sblh perempuan x dapat dtg, huhu)


itulah pengorbanan. yang nor buat. supaya dapat jumpa kak Nasha kat akhirat nanti. sebab nya ada dalam surat at-Thur ayat 21-29. siapa yang kita nak jumpa akhirat, kita kena jumpa kat dunia dulu. gitttttuuuuuuuuuuuuu~~~

maka saya di sini sebagai seorang adik, kawan, sahabat, (kalau boleh jd part of family kak Nasha yang nice lagi nicer tu lagi bestttt) mendoakan kesejahteraan kak Nasha sepanjang hidup di dunia ni sampaaaaaai la akhirat nanti. moga bahagia dan bersefahaman dengan suami. 

Selamat melayari bahtera kehidupan berumahtangga. nanti nor kawen boleh mintak tips sket org kawen muda ni, camane la life nak kerja n cope as a wife. dahsyat sgt!

......hmm :) harap sgt, dapat jumpa lagi dan lagi lepas ni. duduk dgn org alim ni rasa dia lain macam sket. hihi :P i'm already missing u badly, my sista!!!! >.<



See u when I see you. Barakallahuma wabaraka 'alaikuma, 

SELAMAT PENGANTIN BARUUUUUU!!!!

Akan ku rindui kebaikanmu.








Yours faithfully,
Me.

Inner-self talk.

There comes new post.



Deep down inside, I have no idea who I am right now. Never gonna be easy this world. 

Thus, there's something I can't explain to you. Stay. Just stay there would you please?
I'm holding tight, real tight to You.



There must be reason for I am being allocated here. Stay strong, dear self. 



Dear you, 
You sure wanna know who I am truly? If one thing would disappoint you after knowing me, will you stay or otherwise you will leave me behind faaaaaar away like I have never imagine? But I do hope you stay right there, not that far that I can reach you from within. Let all be memories, for me and you :) Just be there. Will youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu? T_T


#in.need.of.hugs.
#I.mean.big.and.warm.hugs

:)
:)
:)

the perks of my undertakings

Dear me,

keep stronger each day for life is not easy, really. take good vitamins every morning to keep you healthier and happier to stay on this world, before you leave and move to another world hereafter. thus, bear in mind that with every difficulties come relieves :)

I did many mistakes, and I still do. to skip one big significant of yours, was not a very brilliant decision. though, I did not regret of doing that. I was lost (again) and total blur when considering to go or no go for  my convocation day. what an excuse..... duhh!~

despite that, I enjoyed my class here. but then, reminiscing memories and talking to my friends (in cyber world) made me almost want to go run to UKM and hug my friends there, or wherever they are. I almost wanna cry, also. urgh :P but lillahita'ala, I believe we, the physicist 11/14 will meet again someday, talking and hugging literally to each other. I sure cannot wait for that moment to come. it's where we belong. we all wanna fly, hence I won't say goodbye. do keep in contact. for you are all still, in my hearts. until today, I have faith and keep in mind that you are all my supporters. else, who's gonna support me, right? besides family, of course. I hereby wanna ask you all for apologies if I happen to misbehave or hurt your feelings, by purpose or otherwise. let us clean our hearts by making doa to each other, yes? :D

love,
me :) 
#stillme

Talking about me, aye

I have come to know that this world has become smaller.




Live life to the fullest!

Saya pemalu

1. Where have you been?
 Living in the cities, which you never see on screen T___T

2. Who was the last person to call you?
my sister, asking me is it okay for her to come a lil bit late. it's fine, i said.

3. What happen to your car?
I don't even own a car by my name. Do you mind giving me one? Huhu

4. Who made you smile today? :)
ooooh, many of them! let see... emm miss Yang, my sister obviously, and him (huahua!!)

5. Who is your partner today?
I feel very lucky to have none today. hahahah.. we did individual work today. so yeah, I am grateful. huhu :P

6. What have you forgotten lately?
myself? erk.

7. What makes you beautiful?
Everyone around me. lame. heh

8. Any wisdom or saying that you learn today?
There are 2; Ibn Taymyyah used to say: "The point is not how weak you started but how strong you ended." and Al-Hasan Al-Basri used to say: "Excel in what remains, and the past will be forgiven."

9. Who gives you flower?
No one?

10. Any event that makes you regret?
This coming Monday, is my convocation day which, have I decided not to go. Ya Allah, give me strength for me to be calm and carry on my life :(

11. One thing that makes you feel alive everyday?
Him.

12. Have you done any bad today?
Thinking and talking bad about people. Is that a crime?

13. Have you listen to westlife songs today?
I have! Beautiful in white! ;)

14. Which country you wish to go right now?
Pulau Sipadan? I find the island very cleannnn and clear water! Turkey, to ziarah kubur Ammar. Umrah again, with better preparation maybe?

15. Song you are currently listening to...
Right next to you, Brown ft Bieber

16. Did you stalk any FB of your friend today?
Hihi. Yep I did :D :D he's a boy, lolllll

17. How do you feel this evening?
Good :) Difficulties are temporary, keep that in mind!

18. Any wish?
To meet you tomorrow yawwww ;P gatai sangat nih paseipa, haha






...........esok ada koko la, kawad! T_____________________T

#Ineedavacationnow
#Tillthen




 

Stop me please :P

#This is Nawal, writing and vomiting all her dramas into this blog. Pity you dear blog :P



Dear Ked,

Hi :P 
How have you been? It has been a looooong time since I made up stories about you *HAHA*
I'm adjusting my life well. It's good to talk to u because it has been a while since I feel a bit lost. And today, thank u for the sweet smile, smart-looking appearance and most of it is your kindness!! You know what, I have no idea how to stop smiling from ear to ear until this evening!! Hence, it is the reason I have to post about you in this blog. HAHAHAHAHA :))


Dear you,
I hope you're adjusting your life well too. Be good and strong, as you always do :) 
I make doa for you, so that you wake up everyday with sincerity and smile on you face... like this ---> :D 

Do not worry about me though. As long as I see u smiling every time we bump into each other (or rather every time I take a sneaky peek on u :P) I will surely be cool and macho because I am like that  ^_____________^

Cheers! I get back to u later, k!

See u soon, Ked!




Sincerely,
 Nawal 

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