Tuesday, November 18, 2014

Inner-self talk.

There comes new post.



Deep down inside, I have no idea who I am right now. Never gonna be easy this world. 

Thus, there's something I can't explain to you. Stay. Just stay there would you please?
I'm holding tight, real tight to You.



There must be reason for I am being allocated here. Stay strong, dear self. 



Dear you, 
You sure wanna know who I am truly? If one thing would disappoint you after knowing me, will you stay or otherwise you will leave me behind faaaaaar away like I have never imagine? But I do hope you stay right there, not that far that I can reach you from within. Let all be memories, for me and you :) Just be there. Will youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu? T_T


#in.need.of.hugs.
#I.mean.big.and.warm.hugs

:)
:)
:)

Tuesday, November 4, 2014

the perks of my undertakings

Dear me,

keep stronger each day for life is not easy, really. take good vitamins every morning to keep you healthier and happier to stay on this world, before you leave and move to another world hereafter. thus, bear in mind that with every difficulties come relieves :)

I did many mistakes, and I still do. to skip one big significant of yours, was not a very brilliant decision. though, I did not regret of doing that. I was lost (again) and total blur when considering to go or no go for  my convocation day. what an excuse..... duhh!~

despite that, I enjoyed my class here. but then, reminiscing memories and talking to my friends (in cyber world) made me almost want to go run to UKM and hug my friends there, or wherever they are. I almost wanna cry, also. urgh :P but lillahita'ala, I believe we, the physicist 11/14 will meet again someday, talking and hugging literally to each other. I sure cannot wait for that moment to come. it's where we belong. we all wanna fly, hence I won't say goodbye. do keep in contact. for you are all still, in my hearts. until today, I have faith and keep in mind that you are all my supporters. else, who's gonna support me, right? besides family, of course. I hereby wanna ask you all for apologies if I happen to misbehave or hurt your feelings, by purpose or otherwise. let us clean our hearts by making doa to each other, yes? :D

love,
me :) 
#stillme